Her hands
So soft, so wet
Her eyes
So red, so sorry
Silent sobs of fear,
Lonely night of straight black.
Her hands
So scarred, so nervous
Her eyes
So hurt, so sorry
Shards of glass on the floor,
Velvet red stains on the carpet.
Tornadoes,
So twisted, so deadly
My Tears:
My tears are slowly falling.
They are a symbol of just how strong love is.
My love for you is so strong its hurting me now.
Im trying to keep them in so you cant see,
But it hurts just so much knowing your not mine.
I feel like everything was and is my fault.
I let you say goodbye to me,
While yet I love you so much and want to keep you.
My tears are falling because of you,
Your not even here to help me not fall fast.
You wont be there when I fall and hit the ground hard.
Crying deep in pain of hurt you caused me.
I thought and hoped you would be mine forever.
Once again though forever was not a word to be
Sweet Voice Gone:
It was his sweet sounding voice,
That wrapped her in an embrace so sweet and warm.
His sweet I love you that she always fell for.
All his warm words said to and for only her,
The love he gave so much,
It all means nothing now that he said bye.
Everyone of her friends watched her struggle,
With his goodbye.
Her lonely night of crying in the dark alone.
She would sit by the phone and wait for his call.
His call that never came to her.
He broke her heart deep and hard.
Her days used to be so easy for her to get though,
Now they drag on and have no meaning to them at all.
They are the hardest to get through.
She
Alone Bubble:
The girl you watch everyday stand outside,
In the school hall or the mall,
Is the same girl that struggles.
The brown eyed, brown haired, pail girl you see,
Hides in the shadows of her unknown depression.
Feeling alone and lost,
She is more then just a pretty girl,
But then again she is not your everyday girl.
The black clothes that cover her body.
The ever so white skin that shows.
Her black make-up.
Every inch of her lost in a whole new world.
A world in her safe bubble of depression.
Hitting, controlling every cell in her body.
Letting no one in but one.
The love of her life.
But even he cant break through he
He Is My Reason:
I lay here crying in this bed all alone.
There are so many bad choices I have made.
I regret most if not all the wrong choices.
I try so hard to fix things and make right choices.
Maybe Im just not able to please anyone.
I want to pleas the love of my life.
I want him to be happy or proud of me for once.
All I seem to do id make him disappointed in me.
I just wish I wants such a fuck up.
I feel like all I do is mess up and then Im no good.
He is my only reason to live,
Otherwise I have no one to live for.
Because he is the love of my life and he is the only one I want.
Im nothing without him an
Love Not:
She had a love in which she thought she could not live without.
He had been the star in her life.
She loved him more then anything in the world.
But he broke her heart time and time again,
She cried and broke for a while.
Finding out soon enough he was just a guy, only a guy.
Did she really want to let a stupid guy break her down?
No, its then that she realized she would be strong.
Show him that she could live without him and do just fine.
It wasnt worth the pain at all.
He was a pointless fake in her book.
A waste of time she could have used for something else.
After slow time he started to become nothing to her
Story:
She had a heart like no other.
One that broke and healed to many times to count.
He promised her he would not be like the other and break it.
She loved him with al her heart and there for trusted him.
Little did she know he did not feel the same.
Nor did he mean any of the promises he made to her.
The relationship they shared was all lust no love.
The pain inside killed her a little more every day.
It drove her to the deepest end.
He turned his back on her and took all the promises and crushed them.
She thought she had found true love once again.
All she found was a heart breaker,
All she had felt for him drained into hate
Story Hidden:
There is a story hidden behind every family.
There is a story that is told from child to child.
A sweet story gone oh so horrible and wrong.
Some say love killed her, others say it was just fate.
And then there is the ones that blame him.
They say his words drove her crazy in the head,
The rest say he squeezed her heart to nothing.
But the truth deep in the story stays hidden.
Truth be told it was the fact he threw everything away,
Like it meant nothing to him at all.
Its a story of a girl that once loved but instead lived died from it.
She was perfect as some would say.
But to learn now she was ju
Baby Girl:
Laying awake under the dark sky,
Next to him with an amazing part of him and her,
Growing soundly insider her tummy.
Cuddling under the stars with his hand on her tummy.
The sweet and amazing gift inside kicks softly.
He looks into her eyes with a sweet smile on his face.
She looks back into his with fear yet happiness.
Snuggling close as his hand slowly rubs her stomach,
He whispers I love you and kisses her.
She smiles wide knowing she is in the arms of a guy,
A perfect, wonder and amazing guy at that.
The nest day is when the stars twinkle with love.
He takes her to the hospital fast.
And we walks in soon to be a f
Loss In My Heart
Laying on this bed letting the world move under me.
I sit up wondering when I can leave.
Wanting to feel something much more then this.
Knowing there is much more to life then this.
There is an unknown loss in my heart.
I can not describe what this feeling is.
I want to die,
Most of the time I just want it all to end.
I want to be free of all the stress and pain,
The hurt left behind for me to deal.
Its hard to shake the feeling that something is missing.
The only way I know to let it go away,
Is a way nobody will let me go.
Its a road I can not take.
It curves and trails to no where good.
I
Her hands
So soft, so wet
Her eyes
So red, so sorry
Silent sobs of fear,
Lonely night of straight black.
Her hands
So scarred, so nervous
Her eyes
So hurt, so sorry
Shards of glass on the floor,
Velvet red stains on the carpet.
Tornadoes,
So twisted, so deadly
How She Feels:
When I see you my heart jumps.
Although it doesn't seem this way,...
I'm not sure what to do or say.
Sometimes I can't even fully be myself.
But yet I tell you everything.
So why is it my heart jumps?
Because your the person I've been dreaming about.
You're everything I dream about.
I love you for more then just looks.
You're sweet and so many other things.
How many girls will you find that love everything about you?
If you have one right here,.. why try and find another?
To try and find another is to push luck.
There's a girl out there who laid her eyes on you,
And could see much more then just a cute boy.
But
Thinking About You:
I'm sitting here thinking about you.
For a reason I don't know you're always on my mind.
Maybe it's because your something I want so bad...
But I'm starting to think I'll never get the chance to have.
I was thinking about how it was just a crush.
Is it still a crush or do I love you now?..
I've told you I loved you and I meant it.
So I guess my crush has turned into me loving you.
I wonder about how you feel.
What was a lie and what was true?
Do you feel the same?
So many questions and thoughts I wonder about.
If I were to ask you the questions..
I'm not sure you'd tell me.
Thoughts of things that may not b
Where Are You?
You said you'd always be there.
I need you now.
But you went out and now I'm lost.
What should I do?
I'm crying because of him.
He said he'd never leave.
No he promised he'd never ever leave.
But he did and I'm crying.
Your the only person I want to talk to.
You weren't there to answer my call.
Should I sit here and wait for your call?
But I'm probably the last thing on you mind.
I need to hear you say it'll be ok.
Or things will get better.
Where are you?
I Was Broken Until I Met You by dyingroses, literature
Literature
I Was Broken Until I Met You
I Was Broken Until I Met You:
My world was dark and lonely.
I was starting to have a bad outlook on things.
Days were spent alone,
Nights were spent crying.
I was starting to get lost in all my sadness and lonelyness.
That all changed when you came around.
Everything wasn't so dark anymore.
I started to see that everything would be ok.
You saw me and what I went through and wanted to help.
You were starting to see through me.
You were there when I needed you.
You helped when you could.
And I thank you for that.
I was able to sort things out.
You explained to me what I didn't understand.
I thought I'd be broken forever.
But I
Will There Ever Be An Us? by dyingroses, literature
Literature
Will There Ever Be An Us?
I'm sitting in my room wondering about an us.
People have their thoughts and ideas.
But you and I know....
There is no us.
I want there to be an us so bad.
Do you?
Will our future involve an us?
An us is all I think about.
Can't you tell?
I wonder about how great of a boyfriend you'll be.
But I know no matter what you'll be great.
I might be the bad one out of the pair.
So many guys have told me I'm the worst girlfriend.
But very few have said I was great.
So do you think there will ever be an us?
Did You Ever Like Me?:
I sit and wonder about if you meant it when you said "Yes, I do like you."
Did you mean it?
If you didn't mean it then why would you say it?
You act like you like me.
But it's all a lie right?
I say I love you and I like you all the time because I mean it.
You don't have to ever tell me a lie.
Tell me the truth even if it hurts.
You know the stuff I've been through so I can handle this too.
Maybe I'm going about this all wrong.
Maybe you do like me.
But it still just isn't the right time for a relationship.
That's how it was.
But does that still go or was it a lie?
I've been thinking about this a lot.
Ma
Do We Know Each Other?:
I haven't really known you that long.
But through the years I've seen you.
And I've heard all sorts of things about you.
I was blind and couldn't see how nice you really were.
I didn't know the real you.
Now that we met.
(kinda due to me asking you out)
I know the real you, or I'm getting there anyway.
Your smart, nice, cute, sporty, and wonderful.
That's just a few things.
But whoever is reading this thats all you need to know.
I'm kinda easy to read so I'm sure you know how I am.
(besides some of the random things I say that you don't need to know.)
Your also fun to talk to.
It's also sometimes good to
Heart & Head:
I'm not your girl,
But he's stealing my heart.
Do you care that I'm falling out of love?
He's being the guy I want.
He knows I want you.
But his plan is to take me,
And show me he's right and your not.
My head and heart have never agreed.
My heart has been saying that your better then him.
My head....
It's full of doubts and what if's.
They're about if you lied.
Or what if you played me...?..
My head is all for doubting you.
My heart wants to give you a chance.
Well it wanted to...
He's stealing it away and out of your reach.
Are you gonna fight for me?
Or aren't you the guy I thought you were?
What Did You Mean?
Today we talked.
We talked about all sorts of things.
Only a few things stuck.
The things we argued about stuck.
You said I wasn't fat..
I said I was.
You said I wasn't ugly..
I said I was.
When we had that talk about....
You liking me more then a friend.
Or when you said you never lied to me.
It's all stuck in my head.
But I don't understand what you meant.
Did you mean something when you said I wasn't fat?
Or when you said I wasn't ugly?
I'm missing something aren't I?
I didn't catch what you meant.
Wow.. hey guys it feels like forever...
Well it has been. Jeesh.
Im sorry I havent put new stuff up.. or been on things have just been crazy busy
Im finally a SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL!
its amazing i made it =]
I really do hope to get new stuff up. i wrote 3 new poems..
last two months of school were really hard for me..with drama and just trying to pass and all.
so i had a chance to write..
to be honest i think my poetry is starting to really suck..ha.
oh well whenever i post it i expect lots of comments telling me how it is =]
I miss you all soo much!! msg me!
Ill try to be on so i can get back in touch with ya'll
Okay so first off Im getting surgery this coming Monday. November 9th.
Before you freak out and ask why here it is. My knee caps are umm a lil messed up. No details cause its gross buy my knee cap isnt where it should be. So were doing a lvl 2 surgery and getting it fixed. Yes I will be on crutches. And yes it will be painful.
But thats why we have Painkillers <3
Next thing on the list.
Well okay I want to get a tattoo. However. Im scared and I have no idea where I want to get it. The tattoo is going to be "Earth Bleeds Red" I have a drawling of it Idk when Ill put it up but I will at some point. So no worries. But anyways I need
Wooohoooo
I havent been on here in forever. So I wanna say sorry first off to all my friends
I miss you guys!! <3
Anyways I see that I have over 1000 Page views. Which makes me very pleased =)
Thank you to everyone who has read my stuff, I hope you've liked it =)
Now onto this subject....Yes I have written a few new things.
However they're horrible. Will I post them? Im not sure to be honest.
We'll see what happens. Maybe if i can find the time ill get some new stuff up for ya's =)
Love always,
Megan